The doctor doesn't think I have angina, but I have some angina tablets anyway. Just in case. While 'we' rule things out. The doctor is actually lovely, though, and she is a bit baffled as to why things aren't working. The wonderful thing is, there is a symptom. Something is wrong. All I need to do now is find out why.
I picked up the tablets yesterday, and I very foolishly read the insert. All health professionals will tell you to read the insert, just in case. I always try to avoid them, because the list of warnings terrifies me! I am sitting here in a state of advanced anxiety waiting for something to happen. Of course it won't, the chances of anything bad happening are actually really small. The chances of me getting into a right state over imagined symptoms are a lot higher. One possible symptom is that I will get numb hands and feet. Well I can't feel my feet properly at the best of times so at least that is one symptom I won't notice! As long as I can keep typing.
I read the insert because I wanted to see what it said about alcohol. I am not actually that fussed about having a drink, I have gone years between one alcoholic drink and another, so not having a drink is unimportant. Darling father, however, is pressing me hard about have a drink and keeps buying me tipple. As I need to lose weight urgently, I could do without the calories. This also applies to the sweets he keeps buying me and getting upset that I don't eat - between telling me how much I need to lose weight.
Fortunately I am let of the next round of drinks as I am currently on antibiotics for an infected cyst (it's all glamour with me), so at least I can stay sober for the next week. I just need to think of strategies afterwards...
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