Please can someone explain to little bear that when mummy says she needs to sleep (okay, dozing on the sofa with ears open and radar on, but at least having a quiet time) then talking to her about everything and anything isn't going to help her be jolly.
And I can't find something that little bear is devastated about. As I was not the last person to touch it by a long margin, and the various attempts to 'tidy' by male members of the family have left heaps in lots of nooks and crannies, I don't have a chance. I would need to take the living room apart to find it - and I can't cope with that with little bear as he is at the moment.
I feel like a stuck record - little bear poorly, me lacking sleep, house in chaos, nothing within my control (not sure if I will get a chance to wash up with little bear being so clingy), and all falling in on me - again. No chance to do anything over the weekend, and less chance for sleep.
There may not be many more posts for a few days, I think it will be a bit to chaotic. However I am determined to change this - I have to, or I will just not survive.
(....long gap...)
Darling father's visitor has just gone. Just the same as last time - house a wreck, child ill, darling father poorly. At least evil cat hasn't happened to him.
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Welcome to the world of Motherhood ! sorry, don't mean to sound unsympathetic - but been there and done that.
It is a bit worrying now though about little bears tiredness, shouldn't he have gotten over his illness by now ?
What does the doctor say about this ?
I'm assuming he hs had all the usual tests, blood, urine etc., ?
keep us posted
Nip over to my post of 29th March, find the link towards the end via The Quiet Home and listen to the lady. She talks a lot of sense, and you and I both need her wisdom, my friend.
I have days like you, and it all gets too much....
Sending big hugs and lots of support through the ether.
xxxx
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